It’s amazing how one person can completely change your life.
I was a dreamer.
I was a hopeless romantic.
I was confident in my musical ability’s.
I wanted to be in love.
I was a mess.
I would always get attached.
I always gave too much of myself.
I always opened up to easliy.
I could go on and on.
You changed me..
I haven’t cut in about 9 months.. I haven’t hurt myself since I promised you I would never do it again..
I’m absolutely terrified of love. I distance myself , I don’t open up, I won’t get attached.
I was a mess before I met you, yes. when I met you, everything just came together. you made everything okay.. but not that you’re gone.. I’m lost again..
Love is a crazy, fucked up, thing. but, I miss it.
I can’t determine whether you’ve changed me for better or for worse..
I don’t really care.
If I could do it all over again, I would.
I love you. then, still, always. Forever.









